The nighttime passed and slips into day, within these walls I seem to stay.
My fright and fear seems to really build, as I long for a day with Magic filled.
I open my blind to take a peek, my head gets some fuzz and my heart gets meek.
I look at the sky I seem to dizzy, my heart just goes in a tizzy.
Within these days my heart race’s, just to be around all those happy face’s.
I look across the room to the door, wishing my steps could let me soar.
A Soul that steep’s to just be normal, seems to elude with torment so primal.
To step outside a fear so strong, my panic sets in easy as a song.
So as another day passed into night, I lay my head down with tears and fright.
Depressed and sad I hate this way, lord make this disease just go away.
As my head and heart can’t seem to follow, I sit within these walls to wallow.
For one of these days I’ll knock down that door, lace up my shoes to let my Heart Soar.
I’ll walk down that street with stride and pride, to someday get to that ocean’s tide.
So bring on the night so peaceful and tried, one of these days my Wings will FLY.
Yes one of these day’s I’ll rid this Disease, only these walls I call friends it seems…..
*WHAT IS AGORAPHOBIA?*….
Panic disorder with agoraphobia……
Panic disorder with agoraphobia is an anxiety disorder in which a person has attacks of intense fear and anxiety. There is also a fear of being in places where it is hard to escape, or where help might not be available.A.D.A.M.
Agoraphobia usually involves fear of crowds, bridges, or of being outside alone.
Causes, incidence, and risk factors
The exact causes of panic disorder and agoraphobia are unknown. Because panic attacks often occur in areas or situations where they have happened in the past, panic may be a learned behavior. Agoraphobia sometimes occurs when a person has had a panic attack and begins to fear situations that might lead to another panic attack.
Anyone can develop a panic disorder, but it usually starts around age 25. Panic disorder is more common in *women* than men.
Panic attacks involve short periods of intense anxiety symptoms, which peak within 10 minutes.
Chest pain or discomfort
Fear of being out of control
Fear of dying
Fear of “going crazy”
Hot flashes or chills
Nausea or other stomach distress
Numbness or tingling
With agoraphobia, you avoid places or situations because you do not feel safe in public places. The fear is worse when the place is crowded.
Symptoms of agoraphobia include:
Being afraid of spending time alone
Being afraid of places where escape might be hard
Being afraid of losing control in a public place
Depending on others
Feeling detached or separated from others
Feeling that the body is not real
Feeling that the environment is not real
Having an unusual temper or agitation
Staying in the house for long periods of time
Signs and tests
People who first experience panic sometimes fear they have a serious illness, or are even dying. Often, people will go to an emergency room or other urgent care center because they think they are having a heart attack.
A physical examination and psychological evaluation can help diagnose panic disorder. It is important to rule out any medical disorders, such as problems involving the heart, hormones, breathing, nervous system, and substance abuse. Which tests are done to rule out these conditions depends on the symptoms.
The goal of treatment is to help you feel and function better. The success of treatment usually depends in part on how severe the agoraphobia is.
The standard treatment approach combines cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) with an antidepressant medication.
** AUTHOR, CATHERINE TOWNSEND-LYON **
http://www.simplesite.com/CatherineLyonAddictedToDimes My Book/Writer Blog.