It’s Almost Time For My Recovery Watch To Begin! Starting With a Special Guest Article Early and Was How I Felt When Attending AA & GA At Holiday Time …

It’s Almost Time For My Recovery Watch To Begin! Starting With a Special Guest Article Early and Was How I Felt When Attending AA & GA At Holiday Time …

WELCOME To Bet Free Recovery Now Holiday Watch and Friends!




I am kicking off my “Recovery Holiday Watch” a day early as I was reading my new issue of “Sober Recovery Mag”  and I came across this informative story about AA and Thanksgiving I felt needed to be shared. I feel when we read other’s stories, they can be great tools to help others.

Even though each of our recovery journies may be different, we all came from the same place, from addiction and from being an addict. And sure know how difficult it can be getting through the holidays, especially if you are new or early maintaining recovery and for a variety of reasons. It can be lonely or many times we just can’t seem to get into “The Spirit of the Holidays” because we always had a crutch to get us “In The Spirit” …

I hope you find something to take away from this article and feel free to share your comments too. It is why I do Holiday Watch each year! I’ll come and check my comments several times each day and evening.


~Advocate, Catherine Lyon

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My Thanksgiving Day Spent in AA

By Flower B

I’m not sure how this season feels for you, but Thanksgiving and Christmas are two holiday sore spots for me. There’s so much emphasis on family and connection and everything is supposed to be all warm and fuzzy. My family has never been close-knit, except for me and my mother. I’m single and I don’t have any children. I’m also a Midwest native who lives in Los Angeles. Yet, when it comes to this time of year, I still find myself full of expectations.

My first Thanksgiving in recovery was difficult because I didn’t have any relatives to spend the day with like so many of my other friends. Sure, I got invites but it’s just not the same when it’s someone else’s family dinner. Not having a husband or family to call my own, I just found myself missing my mother.


Makeshift Family

Due to my lack of familial ties, I made it a point to stay especially close to Alcoholics Anonymous. I had a close group of friends who were also newly sober and we planned to stay connected during the Thanksgiving holiday. We conveniently also found two nearby main meeting halls that were having marathon meetings over the course of several days.

Consequently, Thanksgiving Day began with me and my cohorts visiting AA meeting halls in Altadena and Hawthorne. To my surprise, every group we visited was packed. People were coming in from all over, which was both exciting and inspirational to see.

When we returned to our home group, people were out back playing dominoes, spades and bid whist. A gentleman named Craig, who has since passed to the big meeting in the sky, was in a corner barbequing. It definitely wasn’t your typical meeting atmosphere—there was a social aspect to it all that reminded me almost of a family reunion.


Boogie on Down

On Saturday night, there was even a dance known as the “crème de la crème.” The hall was transformed into a club with a DJ booth, dark lights, and a dance floor. Getting ready for it was as much fun as attending. I must have danced all night, which was weird in a sense. Rarely had I gone dancing—or did anything fun for that matter—that didn’t involve drinking, sprinkled in with some drugs here and there.

I won’t lie; I was shy at first. But once the first guy asked me to dance, all inhibition went out the window. Who knew I could have so much fun without alcohol or drugs? There was beautiful energy over the entire room as people danced, laughed and let loose. All while being clean and sober.


A Celebration

The last day of the marathon ended with what’s called “the old-timer’s slot,” where people with at least 20 years of sobriety took turns sharing their recovery stories. The oldest person there had 50 years of sobriety under his belt. The stories made me cry, laugh and rejoice. It brought me back to a time when I used to be at home listening to my mom, aunts and uncles reminisce.

Once the old-timer slot ended, it was time for the countdown. The person with the most years of sobriety was asked to stand and everyone clapped and cheered for them. And so, the countdown began. Every time a group stood up for the following year, there was a round of applause. The procession continued like falling dominoes.

Though I had a while to wait, I was so proud when my turn finally came around and I got to stand up for five months. The excitement of the moment only made me look forward to the following year when I would get to stand again. By the time we got to the person who was sober for only a few hours, the room exploded. It was awesome.

At the very end of the day while sitting down to eat my meal at the potluck, a crucial fact occurred to me that I was missing all week long—I was finally home and these people were the family I was looking for all along and never thought I’d find.

Do you remember how you spent your first Thanksgiving in recovery? Please share your experience in the comments section below.



Recovery and The Holidays. A Guest Article That Helps.

Merry Christmas Recovery Friends,

I have another wonderful guest article I have come across over on The Fix that really is helpful for all of us who live life in recovery. We can never be ready enough for when holiday stress comes our way in recovery. So here are some tips to keep you snug in early or long-term recovery!

Home for the Holidays? Top 10 Strategies for Staying Sane & Sober

By John Lavitt 12/22/15

“These strategies have worked in practice for countless alcoholics and addicts in long-term recovery.”

“Have you ever noticed how Hollywood has made a cottage industry out of Christmas disaster comedies where going home for the holidays becomes something of a living nightmare? From I’ll Be Home for Christmas(1998) and The Family Stone (2005) to This Christmas (2007) and Home for the Holidays(1995), this subgenre has come to symbolize the challenges that going home for the holidays represents for all of us. Such a challenge, however, becomes even more difficult when you are in recovery from alcoholism and addiction, particularly for the newly sober.”
“By creating a heightened awareness of your old triggers in advance, you will not be surprised by them when they pop up over the holidays.”
After all, how are you supposed to deal with all of those antiquated family triggers that bring out the very worst in you? What are you supposed to do when that annoying uncle keeps offering you his special eggnog with that extra special kick? How do you navigate when you feel cornered and overwhelmed?

The goal of this impromptu Home for the Holidays How-To Guide is to provide you with strategies that will help keep you both sober and sane over the Christmas break. These strategies have worked in practice for countless alcoholics and addicts in long-term recovery. In fact, many of them have worked for me, saving my ass when the going got tough because the inside of my head was getting ugly.

1) Set up an out-of-town meeting schedule in advance.

We are so lucky to live in the 21st century where so much can be accomplished over the Internet in advance! If you are traveling, use the websites of the 12-step programs to find meetings in advance. After figuring out your basic holiday obligations and commitments with your family, set-up a meeting schedule that works for both you and your family. At the very least, know the daily meetings you can attend in your area and try to figure out what meeting you are going to go to first.

If you haven’t done this in the past, you are going to be impressed. Across the world, 12-step members are so open and giving to out-of-towners, particularly over the holidays. You will very likely find the temporary emotional support, positive feedback and empathetic commiseration that you will need to help you stay sober and sane over the holiday season.

2) A heightened awareness of your old triggers is essential.

Before you go home for the holidays, think about the past and go over your old triggers with your sponsor or a friend. As Peter Griffin is fond of saying on Family Guy, talk about what really grinds your gears when you are with your family. By creating a heightened awareness of your old triggers in advance, you will not be surprised by them when they pop up over the holidays.

When they do pop up, take advantage of your heightened awareness to mollify them and take away their power. Please remember that triggers have no power on their own; they only have what you choose to endow them with. I have found that talking to them works well, although it’s best not to do in front of other people. Rather, when I’m by myself, or in the bathroom, or out for a quick walk, I recognize their presence and say something like this: “Oh, it’s you again. Welcome back. Considering that I’m home, I’m not surprised to see you. After all, my family has always gotten under my skin in that particular manner. This time around, however, I am choosing not to be bothered by you. Maybe next time, maybe even tomorrow, but just for today I am going to let it go.”

I know it sounds silly to talk to your triggers in such a manner, but it also can prove to be highly effective. Such a conversation frees you from the burden of having those triggers fester like an open wound in your psyche. At the same time, by talking to the triggers, you place them outside of yourself. Feelings are not facts, and triggers are not necessarily part of who you are at the very core of your being. Rather, they are a situation you are experiencing, and a heightened awareness of that situation, of those triggers, can free you from their control.


3) Be an amazing guest by being of service to your family. 

I remember going home for the holidays several years back and calling up my sponsor because I was feeling very resentful. My whole family lives in Park City, Utah, and I live in Los Angeles. When I got there, we went out to dinner as a family and all of the conversations at the table were about Park City and the ski team and the local mayor and so on and so forth. Nobody asked me anything about my life in the City of Angels. It really pissed me off. I was triggered so I reached out and called my sponsor.

As I was grumbling about the lousy dinner, my sponsor speculated, “I’m sure they planned this in advance because everything really is all about you. Right now, you’re doing a great job thinking all about yourself all the time. How’s that working for you?” Feeling picked on again, I answered, “Not that well.” My sponsor chuckled, “Then how about trying something different? How about trying to be of service to your family and be an amazing guest in your parents’ home?”

Although resistant at first, I was amazed by how well this approach worked in practice. When help was needed, I went shopping for last-minute groceries for my mom. Every day, I offered to do the dishes and walk the dogs; I took advantage of any opportunity to be of service. My parents were somewhat amazed by this change of stripes. They started asking me about my life back in Los Angeles, wondering what had happened to affect their son in such a positive fashion. In other words, by being of service, I actually got what I initially wanted and so much more. I got out of my head and into action. Most importantly, I felt good about myself. Such a strategy seems to work.

4) The negative reaction happening in your head is not reality.

As alcoholics and addicts, please remember at all times when home for the holidays that we have a disease of perception. Personally, I tend not to see situations correctly at first glance, and I tend to take things personally, letting my emotions jump in and take control of a situation. My old sponsor used to tell me that this is the difference between a reaction and a response. My initial reaction is based on what’s happening in my head, and it’s not reality. Rather than giving in to this knee-jerk reaction, I can use the tool of the pause.

The pause allows you to take a step back from your emotions. My old sponsor always recommended that I take three breaths. In any situation, unless a maniac is chasing you with a knife, you should have time to take three breaths. If you don’t feel you have time to take three breaths, then something is most likely off with you and not with the situation. By taking three breaths, the pause comes into effect.

Suddenly, it becomes apparent that my father wasn’t trying to put me down, but he actually was making joke. Maybe a bad joke, but definitely a joke. My sister wasn’t insulting my career choice, but just reflecting on her own frustrations with her work. The pause helps me to realize that my first reaction is not reality. Instead of a knee-jerk reaction, I am given the grace of making a balanced response that comes from a place of positivity. Such a shift can be the difference between a lousy and a wonderful evening while home for the holidays.

5) Use the phone, FaceTime, Skype and the Internet to keep in touch.

When you are away from your support network, it’s very important to stay in touch. Please use the phone, FaceTime, Skype, the Internet, or whatever works for you to keep in touch. If the pause described above isn’t working, take a step outside or go to the bathroom in order to call a trusted friend or your sponsor. Let them know what is happening and externalize your fears, resentments, worries and discomfort. The very act of externalization often is enough to shed light on a dark corner, giving you the ability to move on from a perceived difficulty. By keeping in touch with your support network, you keep yourself safe. You use the tools in your recovery tool belt to make most bad situations better.

6) Choose what non-alcoholic drinks you’ll have ahead of time. 

When going home for the holidays, I always know that I’ll have to accompany my family to a few holiday parties where a lot of people will be drinking. I prepare for these parties by knowing what non-alcoholic drinks I am going to order ahead of time. If you don’t feel like having a Coke, I have found that soda water with a lime or mixed with cranberry juice can be an effective drink to avoid any unwanted questions. Such a drink looks like a mixed cocktail, but isn’t. If such a drink is not a trigger for you, it can do the job. At the same time, just a bottle of water or a glass of orange juice works great. As long as you know what you will be ordering before you arrive and you give yourself a few options to deal with availability, you will not stumble into an uncomfortable situation.

7) Free yourself from any pressure to justify or explain your sobriety.

Please do not be afraid of that relative who will pressure you to have just one glass of champagne or a shot of their favorite whiskey. You don’t have to explain to them why you don’t drink. And you definitely don’t have to do this with a stranger at a party or out on the town with friends. Instead, you need to free yourself from any pressure to justify or explain your sobriety.

Rather than telling my story or sharing like I was at a 12-step meeting, my sponsor recommends that I tell people that alcohol simply doesn’t agree with me. If you tell someone that drinking any alcohol at all makes you feel sick, very few people will ever push the subject beyond that point. After all, if you have an allergy to alcohol, as it says in the Big Book, then you aren’t making anything up. You are simply letting them know that drinking does not work for you, but you are happy that they are enjoying themselves. In such encounters, keep to the positive side of the road, and they will pass quickly.



8) Don’t get trapped; try to have a way out waiting in the wings.

Despite using all of the above tools, you still might find yourself in a sticky situation where you feel the necessity to leave. My sponsor reminds me not to get trapped anywhere while on vacation, even in my family’s home. He believes it’s essential to have a way out like a rental car or the phone number of the local taxi company. When connected to the local meeting schedules that you looked up before leaving, such transportation can help you out of a sticky situation and into a comfortable seat in a meeting.

Even when we apply all the tools that we have learned in our recovery, things can often get overwhelming when it comes to family. In most cases, this hopefully won’t happen to you, but it can. I promise it will pass if you are able to take a breather. If you can’t get to a meeting, go for a walk. When I am on vacation, I love taking my parents’ dogs for a walk because it allows me some time on my own. Although a rental car tends to be the best answer, public transportation works well in most big cities. If you can’t afford a rental car and don’t have access to public transportation, try to develop other strategies. Saving up a small sum in advance for emergency taxi rides can be useful.

9) Embrace physical activity, sweating and the adrenaline rush.

If you are going home to a white Christmas, embrace the fun of winter sports. Go skiing, sledding, skating or snowshoeing. If you have kids and relatives or even if you don’t have them, build a snowman. The cold air of winter is so refreshing and does wonders for the soul.

If you have any lingering old resentments against certain family members (don’t we all?), a playful snowball fight can be a cathartic release as long as it remains playful. No slush and no ice needed: Always embrace the Golden Rule when it comes to snowball fights and any casual roughhousing. Never do to another family member what you wouldn’t want done to yourself or your child.

If you are going home to Palm Springs, or the like, for the holidays, the above is a bit beside the point. Instead of celebrating a winter wonderland, go for a swim or a jog. Ask your family if you can go to their local gym, even setting up a temporary membership in advance. My father is always thrilled when I go to the gym with him as opposed to staying home and watching football. Finally, a hike in the hills with your favorite family pooch or your partner allows you to both get away and work up an appetite.

Physical activity is essential. Sweating and the old adrenaline rush are great releases for addicts and alcoholics. Now I am probably dating myself here, but remember that Olivia Newton John hit song “Physical”  from 1981? The lyrics of that song really apply in this case: “Let’s get physical, physical/ I wanna get physical/ Let’s get into physical/ Let me hear your body talk, your body talk/ Let me hear your body talk.” Yes, innocent Olivia Newton John—famous for playing Sandy in Grease—was singing about sex, but letting your body talk by working out and sweating over the holidays makes a lot of sense.

10) Revel in the corny and wonderful spirit of the season.

When it comes to the Christmas season, I love watching holiday specials to get in the mood. Frank Capra’s It’s A Wonderful Life or the Charlie Brown Christmas Special are staples that make me smile. In the past, I often identified with George Bailey and his hardships or Charlie Brown’s droopy little tree that nobody seems to like at first. It always was a relief to know that a happy ending was right around the corner. Modern Christmas movies like National Lampoon’s Christmas Vacation, The Santa Clause, and Elf can help take the edge off of a family gathering by making you laugh at the inherent goofiness of it all.

Christmas cartoons and specials make me smile. Dr. SeussHow the Grinch Stole Christmas remains a perennial favorite. I really do love the Grinch and identify a bit with him as well. When every year his heart grows three sizes on that Christmas day, I feel like my heart grows as well. Finally, Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer, Frosty the Snowman and Santa Claus Is Comin’ To Town are classics that shuttle me straight back to the magic of childhood. Any one of these shows can help you revel in the corny and wonderful spirit of the holiday season.



If your family celebrates the Christmas season, decorating the tree and hanging stockings can bring out the hidden kid in you when you head home for the holidays. Although I am Jewish by heritage, my sisters and I would often stay up late and go to Midnight Mass on Christmas Eve, enjoying the ritual and being with a bunch of happy people in a group setting. We also enjoyed and still enjoy driving around our town and checking out the best Christmas decorations and lights. As kids growing up in New York City, we particularly loved going to Rockefeller Center and checking out the famous Christmas tree lights. Such simple excursions can create intimacy and bring out the best in everyone.

If you celebrate another tradition like Chanukah or Kwanza, lighting the candles on a Menorah or taking part in the ancestral role call can connect you to your past and the meaning of the holiday season. If you and your family are big Seinfeld fans, you can celebrate feats of strength and dance around the Festivus pole as an alternative to the commercialism of the season. Whatever works for you is what is important.
Find the corny and wonderful spirit of this magical season that lights up the eyes of children around the country. By accessing this spirit of the season, you can make a trip home for the holidays into a joyous adventure as opposed to sinking into a negative morass. Yes, it can be a challenge at times, but I hope this list of top 10 strategies not only helps to keep you sober and sane, but also helps to make this holiday season a lovely experience for you and your family. . . .

Wishing you and yours a very Merry  Christmas and Holiday Season! XO
Author & Recovery Advocate, Catherine Townsend-Lyon 🙂